i m gonna blog out all my unhappiness ytd night
so i m not going to go for training today with a black face


i started my day beautifully
it had been ages since i went out with my parents willingly
had sakae for lunch at habourfront
& off to shopping but i did nt buy anything ( as in clothings, shoes la )
amazing right? LOL
everything was alright till that idiot came home
that idiot started to complain '' the clothings very dirty lei''
my granny went : '' cant wash away, u put one side i wash again''
idiot: '' i no money to but new clothings, wash properly la ''
i was dam hot inside already cos he provoked me in the morning
he maligned me of things that i did not do
if u know me, i hate ppl to wrong me.
if i really did it, I WILL ADMIT!
i began to shout at him
'' u like to complain so much, u wash urself la
stay here nvr pay any money, nvr contribute in bills still dare complain so much''
he started to bu shuang and turned violent
he started to pull my hair real hard
and for my character, i wont sit there and let him hit me
NO WAY! of course i will fight back la!


god, i m really curious
why is someone so useless still alive in this world?
he is only capable of implicating others
asking ppl to pay for his dam debts
everytime asking for money from people
even i m one of his victim. i had been dumb to lend him money
cos he had never returned any
mine is only a small amount jus hundreds
but the amount that my family members had given him is not only thousands
is hundreds of thousands. but no matter how much they give him to pay off the debts
he never changed! a leopard never change its spots
he just love to gamble. jus let him gamble his life away.
now, no one bothered about him. just let him perish
acting pitiful everytime. i had in enough of it


i was so angry till i got an athsma attack ytd dam it!
should not had argued with him, make myself miserable only
he got scolding from my grandparents
& he blamed them for spoiling me
dam it! lik hello? who is in the wrong?
me? did i ask u to go and gamble & let urself be in this miserable state?
its true i had been pampered from young
i never failed to get anything i want
of course it must be reasonable stuffs la
it is true that my parents spend alot on me
but i nvr asked my parents for any excess money other than my allowance
i maybe broke myself, but i will never ask from them
cos i know they had done enough for me
everytime when i get my pay, i will give some to my grandparents
but u? u will just gamble it away
when u r broke, u come home crying for money
its true that i look down on u cos u had wasted ur life away
even grandma and mum said, they should had let u die few years ago
and not even bothered to help u deal with the loansharks
hundreds of thousands! do u noe how many yrs can we live with it?
but they r willing to part with the money thinking that u will turn over a new leaf
but they were wrong. now they had come to their senses
not to ''throw'' their money away.


never get addicted to gambling. it will bring u to no good outcome


I HATE GUYS WHO HIT FEMALES
THEY DESERVE NO BLOODLY RESPECT
DAM IT!

boy; how i wish u were here with me

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