`Wenqi (:
; 19 years old
; 3rd July '91
; NP- BS Yr 3
; 19 years old
; 3rd July '91
; NP- BS Yr 3
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date: Monday, March 09, 2009         cried till my eyes were sore ):no one knows how terrible i feel right now thinking of having to start all over again make me really disappointed in myself why must i be so forgetful to not wear my kneeguard for that match? why am i so unlucky? i really want to be back on court soon cause NL is coming in two months time & now i m in no position to fight for my place on court cos i m not physically fit it took me so long to recover from my previous injury and i found the old me b4 my injuries but why must all this happen at this freaking moment??? i hate it man! i cant go for club trainings now i cant play netball now i cant do anything now i had been lying down the whole day cos i really cant move much the trip to the toilet seems so easy in the past but it can even took me 30s to walk to the toilet now ): i took 1 hr to shower today i feel like a handicapped now my knee injury is hindering me from many things i was surprised that the u19 coach even took notice of me even when i did nt even go for the selections knew it through cheryl cos she is her sec sch coach she say she chose that fat banana cos i m too injury proned the way she see me play, she knew that my injuries were too serious when i heard it ytd i was rather sad even though i nvr thought of wanting to get into the team but the problem is i dun feel that i am a lousier player than that banana i m so not fu qi! if only i m able to change my legs! panda offered to bring me to the doc today but i told her not to come down since it is raining really heavily i am thinking if i should go for xray first or jus go straight to the sports doc but i m sure AH will hate me so much cos i skipped so many phsio sessions and appointments what makes it worst is my period why must it come at this moment? ): thanks to feini,hazwani,cherylchin,zhixian,jac,fadhlina shuting; thanks for calling to check on me ensuring that i m alright <3 zhixian; thanks for being there all the time i cant wait to see you tml i got many many things to talk to u about <3 cheryl; thanks for offering to bring me to the doc pls take many cares of urself i could nt imagine what will happen to me if i did not confided in u ytd evening <3 panda; dun feel gulity of my injury it has nothing to do with u thanks for being there always <3 in tough times, u will know who r ur true friends peeps; ur enouragments always touched my heart deeply especially karthi and cheryl ur words really made an impact on me love u all |
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